This new-found freedom is truly overwhelming. Like a cloudy sky my mind cleared up and I suddenly realized this morning that it is available for new tasks and exciting projects again. Skateboarding is obviously going to occupy a large part of it, but I also want to pay more attention to other activities that I've been slacking lately.
Things like training my aching photographic eye, or catching up on all those films I couldn't watch. Perhaps pick up some French again, cook other gourmet dishes than toast with cream cheese or cereals with milk, and definitely practice my limping writing. Or I could try and improve my home environment. There's still so much I want to do with my place.
But more amazing than anything else I find how much mental balance you gain with a met deadline. All that weight on my shoulders, gone. It's devine, my sleep stable again, six hours straight. I doze off last night and woke up again this morning, at peace, not feeling like shit. I think I'm ready now, ready to go out and get my daily portion of life.
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