Today I

Today I went to work, just to shake hands with my smirking store manager who told me I didn't work today. It was almost funny, the situation, the stupidity of the situation. So I took the paper cup coffee, that was cheaper when bought additionally than if I had exchanged it with the beverage that came with the deal I ate for lunch, and turned back around.

Today I took an afternoon nap, because I was tired. Tired of the post-rain humidity. Tired of me being stupid. Tired of trying to fall asleep before night turns into morning. I was ready to lie down, but I sat down and finished the aforementioned coffee. Not because I felt like having coffee, but because I don't like cold coffee. I'm tired. 

Today I had corn flakes and red wine for dinner. Not because I like the combination of the two, but because it was all I had at home. I could have gone out, walked the fifty meters to the next store and bought something more chewy, but I didn't. I know their convenient sortiment by now, and I know that I don't want any of it. Not today.